That side of indie boy tumblr is so scary to me like i swear you all just post like different pictures of sufjan stevens but each time youre claiming hes a different person like im pretty sure “timothee chalamat” isnt real, thats just sufjan again
Father John Misty for Violet Magazine
Los Angeles, CA
Photo by Emma Elizabeth Tillman
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Pearl Jam
(1994)
logging in to tumblr just to say that i am going to see pearl jam live tomorrow and it has been my biggest wish since my early blogging days here bring IT the FUCK ON 🔥🔥🔥
- failing restaurant owner: hey gordon can you tell us why we are failing. also what do you think of our food
- gordon: your food is shit and theres a nest of live rats living in your kitchen
- failing restautant owner: what the fuck. how dare you
ways to start feeling again
- sit in the sun without anything to do, feel the heat of the rays hit your skin, realize that this sunlight has travelled a very long way to reach you
- walk around barefoot and try to feel as much of the ground under your feet as you can, notice every rock and blade of grass
- sit quietly for a while and notice the touch of breath in your nostrils, feel how the air gets cooler as you inhale and warmer as you exhale
- drive around aimlessly and blast some of your favorite songs, scream/sing along to them and feel the vibrations of your favorite lyrics as they change the air in your throat and around you, feel that the music is healing you from the inside out
- stay away from alcohol or drugs for a few days, try to be as aware and present as you can in every moment, stop trying to numb or dull your senses
- eat a few meals without any distractions, notice every bite and taste every flavor that covers your tongue, be grateful for it all
- look up at the stars and the moon, understand how small we all are and how immense the universe is, realize what a miracle everything is, let your heart swell with amazement and admiration for life itself
ok this is actually cool bc doing all of this is a technique called “mindful thinking” that is extremely useful for people with anxiety disorders and dissociation disorders and stuff!
mindfulness sounds like bullshit when you first hear about it but by god it feels like somebody took pushpins and reconnected my soul to my body it feels like the exact opposite of dissociation and it’s so so good for anxiety
wow, “somebody took pushpins and reconnected my soul to my body” is my new favorite way to describe how mindfulness feels
ON IT!